marker mountains

It’s 3:24 am and I had coffee today and I forgot how much it makes me stay awake.  But it’s a weird kind of awake.  Like, I am productive but in a weird way…in ways that aren’t really productive, but in ways that are really the most important.  There’s no possible way I could clean my room or do math problems right now but I found all this new music and updated so many lists of books I need to read, HAHAHA this makes no sense I’m going to hate myself tomorrow.