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i am officially a senior in college
without a major
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finished my stint at community college today. it gets a bad rap but honestly, it has been a great experience for me, and exactly what i needed and where i needed to be at this time in my life.
and i’m all caught up on parks and rec so i started watching community from the beginning, and it is SO GOOD.
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on growing up
It bugs me when people say they wish they could go back to being kids again. Maybe it’s just because I remember way too much from my childhood, but I feel as though a lot of people romanticize it and completely erase the bad parts. Like, do you forget bedtimes? And timeouts? And little sisters completely fabricating stories just to get you in trouble, but your parents won’t believe you? And “because I said so?” The reason we wanted so badly to grow up was to be able to do whatever the hell we wanted. I heard that all the time with rejections: “You can do that when you don’t live under my roof anymore.” So much of the ridiculous crap I do now is in honor of my former self—she made lists of projects, dreams, things she really wanted to do but wasn’t allowed. It might seem silly to have pink hair at twenty, but I owe it to myself, along with everything else I promised I would do when I grew up. Yes, now that you’re an adult you have adult responsibilities and that kinda sucks, but you also have freedom that you never had as a child.
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i feel so lost. i don’t want to just ‘pick a major.’ i want to find a passion and make a career out of it and i want it to feel like it’s right, like it’s what i’m supposed to do.
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Tonight I made this and got ice creeeam. Flowers from the funeral.
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lately (by sinclaaair)
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why does everything always happen at once?
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High ResolutionRepinked my hair. Took creepy pictures of myself eating it?
I actually had a really awesome time running around in the rain tonight. I lovelovelove those insane people that make their own fun and drag everyone else into it. They are the kind of people I want surrounding me forever.
